I pulled out my hair today

Everything, All my eyebrows, all my eyelashes, all gone. I keep looking for more to pull out.

I told my mom that I started pulling from my head today, she told me to please stop. I told her how the woman at school had given me a hug when I came crying to her, my mother told me that the woman didn’t have to live it, that my mother felt like she was pulling. My mother is always the victim.

I pulled hair out from my head today… I’ve never done that before. Help me.

Thanks to everyone that reblogged my “Stop the shame, spread trich awareness” gif, it really means a lot. We all need to learn a little bit more about it, and I’m glad there are people willing to help. Keep reblogging!

Thanks to all of my trich friends for all the support. You guys are so wonderful I can hardly stand it!

ALL OF MY EYEBROWS ARE GONE: EYELASHES ARE NEXT.

help me.

Uploaded videos on how I put my makeup on!

Eyebrows oh eyebrows, where did you go? Are you away in space with my eyelashes?

I’ve been told that my makeup job to cover my eyebrows and eyelashes is really good, would anyone be interested in an instructional video on how I put on my makeup?

I pulled today

I pulled today and yesterday, and probably the day before. I pulled out whatever little growth there was left of my eyebrows and eyelashes, I’m still pulling as we speak, that is why I am writing this post, hopefully by the time I’m finished my urge will have subsided, but even now I can’t wait to finish posting this so I can go back to pulling.

WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE THIS WAY?! Why can’t I leave my hair alone, like normal people, like I used to, before I had trich.

I just pulled again, but nothing came out, not enough hairs. 

I hope posting this helps, I just want to pull SO BADLY, it’s almost physically painful not to.

I can’t stop… what is the point anymore? I feel so hopeless, so helpless, of this addiction, of this problem, so much bigger than I am.

And yet, so many people have gotten over it, but why can’t I be that person?

Some motivational messages would be nice, so I have something to do other than pulling, just to distract me. I’ll definitely message back with nice things.